I feel so burdened with this guilt that I have begun to justify your wrong doings. I simply cannot undo what I have done but I can certainly take solace in the truth and honesty of my feelings.
Each day I ask myself 'Why!?' and the only answer, reasonable answer, I can come up with is me! And for this reason alone, despite all the pain and injustice I have suffered, I can perhaps say that I deserved it.
If I could just wipe off that one wrong move maybe I would be able to put all the blame on you and get on with my life.
But I can't. But then again, something's GOTTA give, right??!
Where IS the peace of mind????